...and I was so alone.

I really hate your not coming in the morning even if you know it was important, 

I hate your not signing or texting, calling or doing anything to tell it to me,

 I hate your turning just up and your showing your beautiful teeth with your huge smile
on your face and I also hate your sly eyes, I hate your being so untrustable and cute in
the same time, I hate your always getting away.

Actually I hate my being not mad at you, and I hate the fact 

I still can't be angry with you.

 I don't hate YOU. 

I just hate your behaviour.