I said so many times before that it was high time to be really me.

But I mean I was wrong. That wasn't really me either, 

I don't really want to be 100% that girl who I have been.

That stupid sensitive crummy brown girl who laughs so loud 

and who can get hurt so easy and just cry (maybe) all the time.

I just wasn't that bad. I mean I want to be at least as 'strong' again as 

I was before you.

I just want to show the world, that I am really worth it.

And that no one ever can make a fool out of me.