I tried. I was really trying hard not to write about you again. Not to write about or to or for you anymore. That was enough. I couldn't. I was able to do it for these few days, but now it's ended. I cannot write just about my daily life, cause I cannot take pieces out of it. I cannot write here my feelings without mentioning you. That's the true. I hope you will forgive me one day.
Tell me if you had enough.
If you asked me one day not to love you anymore or to stop loving you for the rest of my life, I would try to do that. I would try so hard, even if I failed. I would try to do it, if it was the only chance for me not to loose you.